I will start by saying this...
What the F#@$
Well for starters, since Friday, 20 July 2007 I'm facing a great opportunity. The one that WILL lead me where I never, ever have settled my feet before (and hopefully never to settle myself there ever again). This GREAT PLACE, this GREAT opportunity has a name:
ARMY
It will grand me the valor, the discipline, the heroism that was missing in my life (and then by grabbing the +4 dragonslayer sword, you'll be the hero of sword coast, not to mention the advance in the constitution stats). And all this glory, in no more than 2 weeks...
BUT...those are oooooold news
Actually by the blessing of mother country and of course taking advance of the great opportunity called elections, a great guy managed to get me into the NAVY (at 28 of August). But there is this constant feeling, that it's the same but not so intense anymore, I got when I was about to join the "ground forces", expecting the unexpected, getting my self in a new "environment" without the faintest clue of how it really is. You hear a lot, you get thousand of advices but then again you still thinking "WHAT I AM DOING?". The biggest problem is the restriction of choices, offered by this "wonderful new world", that gives me the creeps. I mean it's not a job, it's not for fun, it's not for mother nation, it's not for learning to withstand any threat, to be prepared for a new world, it's not about passing to maturity or learning the way of the warrior, the discipline. Then what it is about?
When I get over with it I will inform you.
So waiting for the day...
Enough of that.
P.S.(23-08-07): The WORST part is that there isn't a gorgeous woman around to comfort me...and not just that!!!
Also it is really hot.
I'm starting to act like my father, taking care of the garden, which gives me great pleasure, watching movies of every kind and reading. I do spent like 30 min to 1 hr trying to finish this publication, but it's not gonna happen if I'm spending soooooooo much time with it!
